I have been eating pretty good the past two weeks and I really started feeling drained again tonight so I decided tonight would be a good night to have a cheat meal, and my husband even let me pick the place. I chose my favorite Mexican restaurant, Los Magueyes. They have so many vegetarian dishes and the food is good. It is less salty than some places we eat, and the walls are so colorful and decorative. The food was so good to me tonight. I feel like I can taste things better these days. When I was done eating I got the most amazing buzz. Food buzz is the best kind! I'm still wiped out from not getting as much sleep last night, but boy those carbs made me feel good.
My plan is to continue doing things that make me feel good because they really do express who I am. I want to get or make new clothes, work more on my book, listen to music that I love, and take care of myself because those things naturally lift me. Elliot is a cute guy who brings me my work, he's not coming with me for the rest of my journey, this is my trip to take. I may never had taken the opportunity to get back on track if it wasn't for his attention, but it showed me the things I am most proud of about myself, and that is something I can build on.